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move liao!!!

2010-01-26T12:09:00.001+08:00

i moved to another blog already !!!!

^^ different-part-life.blogspot.com !!!

come & tag! thank!

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

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2010-01-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

tis 2 wk..

i experience alot of thing...

haha is rather a new side for mii to see...

well every wk ..is a tiring wk ..but i still went to teens every sat on time..

^^ 1pm ministry prayer meeting regardless i duty or nt..

of cos went gt duty i gt things to do...if nt i will b siting down in corner looking at how people get

their things done...

^^ :P

gt renew in god is a damn gd feeling ...

gd nite all.. tc

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

well

2010-01-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

i posted becos someone request for it

lol...busy year ahead...

gt great plans for myself..

& nt gonna let anyone affect mii from getting to my goals..

haha to glorify in a way i suppose to..

to put him in EVERYTHING ..

=) of cos tht wan i oso still learning how to..

well just like gideon

god only choose people who's heart are prepare..

m i 1 of them ? dk but i trying too b 1 of them..

1 of those 300 who lapped to drink nt the other who kneel down to drink..

=) don get mii too bad loh...go read up bible ^^

shall end here lol...

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

x.x well special day ...

2009-12-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

went to work early in morning...

then siya , vivi , shanelle &miao ling come eat kfc...

welll..

vivi say ztee wan my company but i working ...

well i admit i did work & nt spending time wif her... but from look..

i thk she spend a great day today .. don she ?

lol haha ..

anw just veri sorry ...

i spend time on work...

theres day i off...

i wanna spend time wif u but u nt free..

haha i wonder wads god plan ?...

wad is the plan he plan for mii ? i really wondering...

i just wanna spend more time on god..

people cn say mii selfish..

but i trying to balance myself out liao...

god... family....frenz ...& work...

is rather difficult to divide my time for all equally ..

if i off... wanna pei frenz..but they nt free....then pei my mum loh... at least make her happy. :]

next year start sch..

i gt to plan for my goals liao wor....

if nt gg for next year..

i wouldnt wan to retain though ...

x.x

bye tc ...nite

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

well ....interesting day

2009-12-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

went work early in morning...bike wheel was slippery so....it glide & i fall..

haix...start work wif a bruise...after meet ztee & vivi

actually was planning to watch movie...but too bad.. ticket sold out..

went around...doing nth ..

wanna find a book called hidden but cnt find!!!! :S

lol

overall was fine.

went eat & went home...lol..

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

specially for jie

2009-12-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

hahaha u say wanna see my blog updated...

i update just 2 day b4 u come back bah...

well...

i didnt break eventually......

it seem to b a damn long time since i last update..

well...

busy ...

wif camp & work...

just wanna avoid myself from thking...

blah...

spark camp is fun...

so do the bnco camp!!

i hope i pass next year cn go for anco camp!!

then follow by spark camp like tis year like tht ...

my world is complicated..

cos i chose to step into a area i shldnt too...

x.x didnt listen to someone..

so wadever ... =)

sch starting liao...

gosh !! die!!

i nt ready for sch !!

pray for mii man!! >.<'!

love ya

don miss teng teng too much hor!!

haha!!

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

x.x

2009-12-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

surprise tht jie jo...

tag my blog ...

i dono if baby will see my blog..

haha..

today i gt swordfish meeting

but i skip it..acc my mum..

& went find the family service the counsellor..wif mum

& listen to her ...tok tok tok ..

then went inter eat...

then went home..slack& slp..

then wake up eat use comp..ltr slping again..

blah...i serious hate to start a wk like tht

man...

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

i m just so sorry...
i didnt mean to upset u...
i really dono if i shld go for the camp...
i really tired...

had a nice day yest ^^

2009-12-05T10:57:00.004+08:00

went to work in the morning..

then went to meet honey..

then went to vivo meet baby ..

then honey..poor thing must go around..

baby & i spend time tgt at staircase doing secret thing x.x

baby i so in love wif u..

i dono how the hell i cn live without u ....

well had a great time wif u yest..thankz..

loove ya...

msg caleb yest nite......... wasnt tht great?

somehow i manage to tell him tht i stead wif baby..........i had a nice moment spend..

& i told him tht my first kiss was given to baby.......even when he leaving mii...

then he say tht tis nt call love but is lust....i wouldnt wan him to leave mii & go for work...

diao..really angry wif him sia..walao.....awww...x.x

kns kor kor!!!!!!! but he say all tis out of concern oso wad..x.x.........ltr going teens liao...

god tis y i afraid to tell him.....i just did a plurk check it out man !! :)

cos wad he say cn affect mii damn much cn? O.o.......well...i hope dear will go teens wif mii today ..

i wouldnt wanna leave my baby ..cos without him i cnt live....... cos i dono how to FACE HIM..

pls god don do tis to mii .......k shall end here bye :)

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

sorry baby

2009-12-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

sorry baby..i didnt mean to nt turn up today...

i just so unprepare for a ff & bj..

so i didnt find u ...

well went to deer house to play pool wif honey:)

hahaha then we go lagoon to eat..

we gt alot of heart to heart section..

baby i just wanna let u noe..

i love u ..but i don wan to prove it in tis way ..

giv mii more time & i will do it wif u ...

i so addicted to u ..man

cn i meet u tis fri ??

tmr i working doubt we cn meet ...

sorry bout it..

call mii tmr when u wake up cn?

i really miss y voicce man..

muack lovve ya..:)

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

well was a rather bad day today ..

2009-12-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

meet my baby yest at tiong baru

then of cos after tht wad we did cnt tell yr la...

after tht went to work....had a gdbye kiss wif baby in train so sad...

x.x during work my soul is still floating in the love world haha ..

so addictive to him ..

today i skipped sjab training..

cos wake up late...

then went out wif my les partner ztee...

haha..went vivo find my baby but then was rather a disappointment wan la...

mayb i shld try to understand how he feel..

i alway love u baby..but just sometime i just wan u more only ...

sorry bout today nt understanding u ...

went to east coast arcade play...

to vent my upsetness!!!

but i make my ztee & viv dear so worry...

awww....

sorry bout it guys!!

i m nw fine le...

cos i gt my boy..^^

forever i wouldnt forget him..

cos...

he rob my 1st kiss away man...

love ya baby muack & hope we cn last

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

well rather long i didnt post

2009-11-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

was rather busy after i come back from camp..

working.. slacking..

seldom hav time to join frenz for outing..

cos of bnco course i gt to skip teens...

lol...

just confirm 1st dec movie outing.. lets hope i work morning..

mayb i shld find more time for my frenz?

i free they nt free..

hmmm......dono la..

trying to b postive !!!

bye tc

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

back from obs camp =)

2009-11-08T10:29:00.002+08:00

camp was great!!!

i kaya for 32 km in a open sea (against the wind , current &weather ) & went hiking wif a 10 kg

bag..i spent my week well..

yest went teens...& some people say i look darken ..

ltr going help out in the games ..going down ecp ltr..

tis coming wk working all the day except sat ..

muhaha...wan eat kfc then come find mii loh..

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

long time no post.

2009-10-30T14:11:00.002+08:00

well..sorry for nt posting so long..

i been busy all tis while...

anw.. yest afternoon slack around wif hui & le..

nite we & my cg went bowling..

then went back bedok KFC eat..

tati help mii refill my pesi hahaha!!!

i gt a cheese fries for $1.50 instad of $3.20

Y ? cos i m staff in there mah...

11 ++ i still gt free food to take home siol !!! ^^

mayb i shld control myself from eating all tis...

if nt uh... confirm become veri fat...

x.x

saw mrs tiu & miss goh lay cheng..

haha ...

holi started liao..

o lvl still gt1 more week...

jiayous guys !!

especially...

ZTEE!!!

DEE!!!

PIGGY!!!

too bad other 2 busy mugging..

only 1 still using comp.. hahaha ..

k bb..gtg liao..

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

serve !!

2009-10-17T21:21:00.002+08:00

recently i been learning how to serve :D

is fun to do so !!!

just like today ...

i went helpout in blood donation ..by serving the donater food...

from morning until the end..

there is a unable to use word to describe it out..

the feeling is just so enjoyable..

make mii wanna serve more...

...recently was serving outside too....

working part time at outside... hahaha

i am growing!!

^^ changing to b more mature...

more commited to church ..

helping out in cg..

teens is growing cos people starts to give...

camp coming hu wanna come ?

14-16 dec ...steady de? i guarating is fun cos....

IM ENTERTAINING U GUYS !!

must come !!!

anw...i recently working ..nt much time..to blog..

anything text mii...or tag mii i wil reply whenever i cn..

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

bored day

2009-10-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

bored!!!

worst day i had...

lol... did something for jie jo...

hope she like it ^ ^...

hahaha

gtg bye

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

-.- speechless

2009-10-07T21:08:00.002+08:00

well well i didnt study for sci..

well i could do most of the qn...

went home..

went library..

went home...

eat ..

use comp...

indirect being hurt..

well well it doesnt affect mii much ..

someone msg ..already make mii happy?

>.<..i nt flirt de hor..

haha

i gt alot of peope love mii de hor..

don jeolous alright?

hahaha

so look forward to sat!!

hahaha

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

nice day !!

2009-10-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

lol EXCEPT math paper...

its suck totally...

slack at home..

cycle go find ztee...

then go home again ..

do housework then use comp loh..

ltr revising liao..

people i wan tok to nt online...-.-"

yr image is fading off in my mind..

gd thing ? or bad thing?

thinking of u doesnt help mii rite?

lol..get out of my mind!! ...

how wish cn recieve a gd luck msg from u ...

miss u , wan u , hate u

father , i cnt concentrate

cn help ?

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

life back to normal ? no? yes?

2009-10-05T15:41:00.002+08:00

i dono ...just wanna concentrate on my exam nw..

today went to meet ztee then cab down to pasir ris ...

meet shu hui & le ting..

went for bowling mii & hui play ...

4 games...i won 1 games nia..

lol...had 1 stike & 6 long kang , 2 spare, 4 spilt...

wah...haha

lol..

wrist damn pain...

went home after tht ...

ltr studying math...o.o

haix sian!!!

u hav gone back to yr ex...

last long wif her than...

u make mii unable to forget u ...

but i will try to forget u cos i cnt remember u ..

u only giv mii sad memories...

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

in the end i still did it..

2009-10-03T10:52:00.000+08:00

in the i still did it..

i really don wanna to hurt u ..

tht y i started tis out...

i wanna end it ...cos i gt my reason..

when i send u tht last msg..

i filled wif pain & tear

1 short day of stead wif u ..

i like u ..but then just cnt continue wif it...

hope u forgive...& hope didnt hurt u too much ...

afterall..all tis has a fullstop liao..

tc & god bless

when all tis ended..

i try to b normal back..

is so difficult..

blah....

nt going to affect mii going teens

shall end here...

Heavenly father..i going back to like i alway do..

love u !! becos u love mii first!

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

another day pass..

2009-10-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

k eng paper 2 was HORRIBLE...

chinese paper 2 was GREAT ..

today went to find someone..

was rather diao la..

aiya..when he leave then i regreted..

lol...i didnt heed jie lily & kor caleb advise...

don nid i say they alway noe my ans liao loh...

lol..really pray tht i didnt choose wrong..

i really struggle of wad to do..

i wan hugs& kisses...

but nt without god around...

i dono wad m i doing any1 cn help?

zzz

wad is love? hugs & kisses?

thts wad i wan ? no ? yes?

hu m i ? i being blindfolded ?

i hate tis kind of life...

i wan back single life?

i dono..i so confuse ...god guide mii out.. cn u ?

pls..

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

lol funny day ?

2009-10-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

hmm... let tok bout gd thing..

went home rot infront of comp ?

hahaha...

you had mii nth to say ....

blah ..wished to noe u more & more..

:0 believe everything will change btr

love every single 1 of my frenz!!

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

geo DiAo...

2009-09-30T12:18:00.000+08:00

k today geo paper..

was okay la..

nt tht gd ..nt tht bad oso...

went to canteen eat..

saw 4E1 people..

...actually wan go gd new there..in the end don wan le...

walk home after tht ...

i walk slowly... through a path...

i enjoy..walking back home ...

is so fun..

actually i wanna go find u ...

but scare will affect u ...

jiayous for o's !

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

back from oral

2009-09-29T22:03:00.000+08:00

to say the truth oral quite okay la

but to nervous lay dono y...

gt a teacher that noe mii as a examinar ^^

thank god sial

went home...

i saw someone blog...

just to say ...

u made a right choice :)

i was quite surprise..y m i nt angry bout tis?

but i feel so heavy in mii...

i went to tht bus stop just to see u get on to bus..

..i walked away after tht ..

afterall i realise cos...

i was just trying to..

wanting to u relieve stress..

nt create more problem...

but i thk i did create more problem instead didnt i ?

yest nite i been thking..

how to cheer u up...

but i didnt noe cheering u up will make u feel guilty bout it

o.o...

is just another part of my life...

i wanted to serve others !!!!!! nt

hurt them!!!

just trying to b a gd disciple...

bs cancel3 wk le..

:( how wish there is ..1 ...

oral ltr ....

2009-09-29T09:37:00.000+08:00

today don nid go sch so early ^^

oral at 11

i slp until just wake up....

hahaha ....

hopefully oral cn b a gd wan ...

blog again after i come back from oral :)

wish mii gd luck!

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

hahaha 1st paper i had

2009-09-28T13:17:00.000+08:00

today morning ...

wake up ...

so TIRED!!!

lol went to sch by 7+

then eng paper...

report i dono how do!!! nugget..

compo oso sian la..

chinese ..

quite okay ...

try my best to do well hope i cn get gd result...

every single day i so tired...

i seek for god...

i m refresh :)

i love god!!

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

study time!

2009-09-26T15:21:00.000+08:00

yest nite ...

i went to arcade again

i shldnt go ...

but i went..

actually i going to study de...

but i waste alot of time on going there..

haix...

i really sucker la...

i noe i shldnt go de loh..

i still go..

i called angel at 8+ 9

tok to her bout my problem...

call jie yf at 10+

ask for her advise...

pray & slp...

today morning went to cut hair...

i saw tis particular cat..

don scare of human...

i wondering y..

i conclude tht is becos..

it feel secure..

just like mii...

if i feel secure in god..

i wouldnt wan people attention le...

till nw i m still the attention seeker...

drifting away from god..

problems... stress...

all come to find mii...

i don wan all tis..

yest nite...i went back before god..

i wan his attention only..

i wan study harder..

i wan get A's & B's nt C's

i asked for his forgiveness...

cos i noe only his love cn satify mii ..

attention of his is far more easy to get..

& he cn giv mii his 100% attention..

he is so wonderful..

felt so bless to noe him

haha

yr wont noe how gd it feel like unless u experience it yrself..

i gt to go study liao bye ..

i wanna grew stronger in christ every single day !

wad m i doing ?

2009-09-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

gosh for my info ...
day left to the first exam is like 3 days?
i haven even touch my book...
wad m i doing ?
daydreaming ? tot tht i cn score A's without studyin ?

i PLANNED to study de...
but then after sch i so moodless...
i did nth but just being silent...

i gt a super lousy mark for sci...
& gt a super gd mark for chinese...

i wan get A's
really hope jie yf cn scold mii ...wake mii up..
i noe tis is weird ...but tis is the way to encourage mii up..
but too bad i doubt she will noe bout tis...
God pls help mii...
i nid scolding from leaders...nt My mum...her scolding doesnt help...

lol sch life is so crap

2009-09-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

went to sch as usual ...

lesson as usual boring...

sucess nt to use handfone in class...

did concentrate but somehow things cnt get into my mind

dono y...

somehow i miss someone...

hmmm.....................

during art... i draw out...

hahaha ...
it doesnt look like anything...

blah ...

assembly reading bk ...
kena conficated BY MR HO

nugget...
my dearest bk sia ....

haix

time is flying !!

2009-09-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

fri nite...

in the end we went to bugis lan

caleb, leon,shao yu , joel, johnathon, siwei & wee sian..playing lan...

li qin & shu yan went shopping ... i rotting at a corner reading my book..

then went burger king eat..

i dono wad i eat oso.. something like mac spicy but is more smaller

we tok & joke then in leave at 10++

then reach home bout 11 ?

sat.. wake up at 9+

12+ start working on folding incense paper..
by 3 ended !!!

then went teens...

lilly jie share!!

i feel so impacted...

but i dono wad cn i do ....

cos my discipler is so busy....

bs suppose tmr lesson 9 but cos last wk don hav...tmr lesson 8 ..or mostly b cancel again

y all tis is alway happening?

i just so irritated by all tis ...
the fear alway hunting mii down..
i feel so scare...
hu understand ?

my heart is bleeding...
nt by relationship..
but by the things happen around.
i mayb funny
i mayb joking
i oso had my sad..times too
cos i m human ..
harlo..pls

wadever la

2009-09-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

feel disappointed...

i tot there will b bbq today ...
but they changes le ...
cos there is no pit available...

damn bad day ...
storytelling kena screw up by mii
wan find people tok bout it...i cnt find..
i feel so guilty ...y cnt i even control my nervous?
first wan to say only wan nid so nervous meh?
sucker la unknown crap...
tot u veri confident?
how come become like tht ???

how cn i disappoint teacher?
she spend so much time helping mii
i just wan to make her proud..
i revise everyday ...
end up i screw everything up..
really sorry teacher

i just so sucker...
suck man
is so suck..
argh!

forever loner..
facing all the sucking problem i had...
wah nice man ..
lord y don u help mii ?
y m i in a mess...
mother & sister arguing every single day..
msg people like no reply like tht ..
father i really tired of all tis liao...
help mii out ...pls

i just trying to help in my cg ...
but i couldnt help in anything..
i just a crap in the group..
a member of it? i don thk so...
alot of things i m nt inform ..
wad tis mean ?
haix

blah

2009-09-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

hahaha fri went museum for the death sea scroll thingy...

then went to eat wif hui at kfc ...

reached home damn late..accidently activated a radio ...

lol...

sat went teens haha

it was really inspiring ....

=) ...

today was totally crap...

no life ......

end here

=)

2009-09-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

haha i create a blog &i renew it ..

tues i take some pic ^^

next time put it up :)

lol..

thur went for sana course...

today on comp to do things..

ask 10 people to help mii complete form...

the last person damn cute ask alot of qns.. hahas
x.x

how do u find my blog ?
gd? bad ?
tag mii & tell mii?

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